Monday, March 2, 2009

Feeling Good.

So we are on to Cycle #3. And you know what they say, third time is the charm, right?

And I am actually feeling pretty good about this. I am not temping this month. It was driving me crazy, and surprisingly *with a hint of sarcasm there* I am sleeping much, much better. Also, I am trying to live normally for once instead of constantly thinking about the tiniest things that just drive you absolutely mad. Such as...: "Well I'm about to ovulate, what if "this" affects it? Or, oh my gosh what if the egg fertilized and it's about to implant, maybe I shouldn't work out? Or, I'm in my two week wait, HOW DARE I have a sip of soda or coffee or alcohol. Not that I drink any of these much anyways but seriously?! It. Will. Drive. You. Mad.

Not to mention that everyone keeps telling me the same thing...once you stop thinking about it so much and just let it happen, it will happen. So I have hopes for this cycle. If I do get pregnant, we'd be having a Thanksgiving baby. What a great thing to be thankful for! And if not, then that is cool. Then I am done thinking about it for a couple months and if it happens then it happens.
All I know right now is that I am so much less stressed out. I passed my licensing exam on Friday, which is awesome! This means a pay raise and now I don't have to worry about it anymore. In combination with that and not temping, I feel so much better. I am also looking forward to see what happens at the end of the month. I started taking B6 to try to make my luteal phase a little longer. Also I am still drinking green tea (which I did last month as well) and trying out Evening Primrose Oil supplements. So far they seem to be working out good as I am seeing some good CM. Who knows if any of this stuff even works, but it's worth a shot I guess!

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