I know this is silly of me.

But deep down I was hoping for some sort of Christmas miracle.

I thought it would have been so cool to be able to tell Chris on Christmas morning that I was pregnant, but alas, no.

On to cycle #15.

I started this morning, and the cramps came on around 2:30, which thankfully my boss let us out at 3, bless his heart. So yeah, pretty much my whole night was shot up until now. I still have them but I am forcing myself to get up and get moving, I got presents to wrap and food to make for tomorrow! It is crazy how tired AF can make you though. The past couple nights I have been falling asleep on the couch around 8, then I'll wake up for an hour or so and go back to bed until at least 6:30 am. It feels nice but there is sooo much I should be getting done.

Also, I know I have been quiet on here, but let's face it, I don't have much to write about. Everything is still a waiting game at this point.

I hope everyone has a fabulous Christmas, Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone! Even though I feel disappointed at times, we are so amazingly lucky and blessed. :)